deadlylimits:

yooo calgaras happy birthday!! i had so much fun with this pic it was criminal but anyway heres wiper and a lot of fire

deadlylimits:

yooo calgaras happy birthday!! i had so much fun with this pic it was criminal but anyway heres wiper and a lot of fire

Weekly Shonen Jump One Piece Covers
k last drawing, sorry for all the personal talk
this is something that really happened: my trichotillomania isnt as bad as my excoriation disorder (i think) but at some point and i dont quite remember when but it was last year, it got to the point of actually giving me a bald spot. i didnt notice of course because of it being on the top of the back of my head, even though since i was ripping my hair off at night instead of sleeping my pillow had huge chunks of hair
and i sat in the middle of the class. which means a lot of ppl saw that bald spot and didnt tell me. so when i was walking with my mother and she noticed it in horror and immediately shoved a hat on my head and allowed me to cut my hair because of how bad it was, and it left me with very confused feelings. part of me wanted to feel embarassed and ashamed for the bald spot, because ppl had seen it and i was an oblivious shit all that time, but i just couldnt because i never saw it on my daily routine. it was like it wasnt there
i still rip my hair off but ive done a lot of conscious work to make myself stop, wearing caps or sitting on my hand and mostly drawing so much my hand doesnt have time to wander in my hair, tangle itsef and push. really hard.

k last drawing, sorry for all the personal talk

this is something that really happened: my trichotillomania isnt as bad as my excoriation disorder (i think) but at some point and i dont quite remember when but it was last year, it got to the point of actually giving me a bald spot. i didnt notice of course because of it being on the top of the back of my head, even though since i was ripping my hair off at night instead of sleeping my pillow had huge chunks of hair

and i sat in the middle of the class. which means a lot of ppl saw that bald spot and didnt tell me. so when i was walking with my mother and she noticed it in horror and immediately shoved a hat on my head and allowed me to cut my hair because of how bad it was, and it left me with very confused feelings. part of me wanted to feel embarassed and ashamed for the bald spot, because ppl had seen it and i was an oblivious shit all that time, but i just couldnt because i never saw it on my daily routine. it was like it wasnt there

i still rip my hair off but ive done a lot of conscious work to make myself stop, wearing caps or sitting on my hand and mostly drawing so much my hand doesnt have time to wander in my hair, tangle itsef and push. really hard.

today is a ‘lets draw some personal things ive been wanting to draw in a long time’ day apparently, this one is really gross sorry i hope the trigger tags i put here help (feel free to tell me what trigger to add the description below may also be heavy to some so
i have excoriation disorder and its gets worse and less worse from time to time depending on stress and anxiety and i dont really bite my skin off but rip it off with my nails. and its really bad around my lips and it really hurts but i never really stopped
its like i just touch my skin and feel a ‘imperfection’ aka some dry skin poking out and the next moment my fingers and nails are full of blood and i have a weird nice taste in my mouth

today is a ‘lets draw some personal things ive been wanting to draw in a long time’ day apparently, this one is really gross sorry i hope the trigger tags i put here help (feel free to tell me what trigger to add the description below may also be heavy to some so

i have excoriation disorder and its gets worse and less worse from time to time depending on stress and anxiety and i dont really bite my skin off but rip it off with my nails. and its really bad around my lips and it really hurts but i never really stopped

its like i just touch my skin and feel a ‘imperfection’ aka some dry skin poking out and the next moment my fingers and nails are full of blood and i have a weird nice taste in my mouth

ive been trying to deal with this after coming out to myself and some friends irl and the thought of having to speak for a ghost i cant see but everyone mistakes me for helps me go through all this. she cant speak so im giving her a hand until she passes over. i just gotta be patient
not sure if this makes sense but its a recent and surprisingly comforting thought. she cant help it she used me as a vessel for too long and that shell take a while to die away. i just need to get away from the people that dont accept shes was never really alive in the first place

ive been trying to deal with this after coming out to myself and some friends irl and the thought of having to speak for a ghost i cant see but everyone mistakes me for helps me go through all this. she cant speak so im giving her a hand until she passes over. i just gotta be patient

not sure if this makes sense but its a recent and surprisingly comforting thought. she cant help it she used me as a vessel for too long and that shell take a while to die away. i just need to get away from the people that dont accept shes was never really alive in the first place

Happy Indigenous People’s Day
Sorry for the dash spam

Rule: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 89 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

Tagged by drinkthepeegiorno and idk-im-not-creative 

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = so much water
2. Last phone call = My mom
3. Last text message = ‘nao tem aula’
4. Last song you listened to = I Feel Better by Gotye
5. Last time you cried = its fuzzy but i think it was last week

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = no
7. Been cheated on = uhh unromantically yes
8. Kissed someone and regretted it = no
9. Lost someone special = yes
10. Been depressed = yes
11. Been drunk and threw up = no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: jade blue or smth, slightly blueish greys and really dark wine red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = yes
16. Fallen out of love = yes
17. Laughed until you cried = yes
18. Met someone who changed you = yes
19. Find out who your true friends are = more like i found out who they arent
20. Found out someone was talking about you = probably i tend to forcefuly forget these things
21. Kissed anyone on your FB list = what is facebook

GENERAL

22. How many people do you know on your FB Friends list = who
23. Do you have any pets = a black cat named loki
24. Do you want to change your name = as soon as possible but i might feel the need to leave the country before that
25. What did you do for your last birthday = reunited my irl buddies in the mall and we spent the afternoon together doing whatever and i was so happy
26. What time did you wake up today = idk
27. What were you doing at midnight last night = attempting to draw giorno in photoshop cs2
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for = passing into university
29. Last time you saw your Mother = she was here some minutes ago telling i only have 30 mins of internet
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life =  a lot„, not worth getting deep into this
31. What are you listening to right now = quick film reviews/reccomendations
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = there arent many toms in brazil
33. What’s getting on your nerves right now = a lot too. but i just thought i had lost the password to my pixiv and kept trying till i lost my cool
34. Most visited webpage = tumblr/twitter
35. Blood type = IDK„, i need to find out that has been bothering me
36. Nicknames = besides nicknames based on the name i dont identify with some ppl who cant call me kolzar in certain situations call me Ou. which is the equivalent of calling someone ‘Hey’ in english
37. Relationship Status = single
38. Zodiac Sign = taurus
39. Pronouns = he/him/himself
40. Elementay = Sonhos e Mimos/Colégio Educar
41. High School = COC/Sabin/FAAP (REALLY LOUD SNORT IT DOESNT SOUND OBSCENE TO BRAZILLIANS BTW„
42. College = not there yet but im hoping for UNESP
43. Hair color = black
44. Long or short = short
45. Height = 5’4”
46. Do you have a crush on someone = the cute bae
47. what do you like about yourself = uhh i can draw and sing

48. tattoos = ive been thinking of something wing/freedom related
49. Lefty or Righty: all righty unless were talking about politics
50. First Surgery = pretty much have one scheduled for my shitty left knee
51. First piercing = do normal earrings count lol
52. First best friend = sometime in 6th grade
53. First sport you joined = football
54. First Vacation = Porto Seguro probs or maybe Cássia dos Coqueiros
55. First pair of trainers = wha

RIGHT NOW:

56. Eating = i just had dinner
57. Drinking = water soon
58. I’m about to = go back to the hotel room with shitty wifi and be meh about it
59. Listening to = my sister is showing me a brazillian lets play of the sims 4
60. Waiting for = my back pains to leave
61. Want kids = nope
62. Get married = probably not
63. Career = designer or maybe animator idk

WHICH IS BETTER:

64. Lips or eyes = eyes
65. Hugs or kisses = hugs
66. Shorter or taller = hmmmm tall is nice iguess
67. Older or younger = older
68. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous
69. Nice stomach or nice arms = does nice stomach mean nice soft tummy i can lay my head on
70. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
71. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant = hesitant mayb

HAVE YOU EVER:

73. kissed a stranger = no
74. Drank hard liquor = depends?
75. Lost glasses/contacts = i dont use those
76. Sex on the first date = no
77. Broke someone’s heart = idk? probably not
78. Had your own heart broken = yes
79. Been arrested = no
80. Turned someone down = some ass asked me to marry him when we were on the 7th grade you can imagine how it went
81. Cried when someone died = yea
82. Fallen for a friend = too often ok husshh

YOU BELIEVE IN:

83. Yourself = haha no but i tried to forget it
84. Miracles = there may bE MIRACLESS WHEN YOU BELIEEEVE (maybe
85. Love at first sight = yes
86. Heaven = no
87. Santa Claus = i like to believe theres someone in finland that resembles santa
88. Kiss on the first date = hmm well i heard it happening
89. Angels = dunno

LOL I AM NOT TAGGING 25 PPL PLES take it when you want

awesomeesaucee:

When you get fed up of waiting for a page to load so you close it and in the split second that you do you can see the page has fully loaded but it’s too late

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new game

mathgender:

go to a random wikipedia article and replace the first noun of the first sentence with “My gender”.

"My gender is a heavy metal compilation album by various artists, released as a heavy metal tribute album to Frank Sinatra."

"My gender is an extensible, modular, component-based C++ simulation library and framework, primarily for building network simulators." 

boo-bickells:

do you ever get attached to like one line or phrase from a song and it holds so much meaning to you but no one else understands how powerful those few words are to you

dellconahger:

homophobia is not an opinion. transphobia is not an opinion. ableism is not an opinion. racism is not an opinion. these things just make you a bad person and you can’t defend them at all. i don’t want to talk to you if you think these things are okay, and i don’t care about your feelings if you’re upset that i’m mad at you for these things, because you obviously don’t care about the feelings of the people effected by it.